Preciosa la foto muy bonita y llena de emocion!

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^{يا حبيبي ، أنت نور عيني.}

_{This is so emotive! It reminds me so many things...}

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¡Gracias!

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_{I'm a very difficult person but I take comfort in the fact that God made me that way.}
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Thank you!
What things, Teresa?... if it's OK to ask...

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_{I'm a very difficult person but I take comfort in the fact that God made me that way.}
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_{Of course, be free to do so! It makes me remember my home... I'm not living there anymore, so I miss it a lot. Thankyou for that}

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Aww. Where do you live now? Too far from home?

You know? I'm at home. But at the same time, somehow, these days I've been feeling like starting a trip back to somewhere, a somewhere I think I could call it home, but it's sort of confusing since I'm already in home. I guess I feel like going back to a place I can call my own, a place I can feel like I belong there (and I'm talking about material things, I'm not talking about a geographic place in the Earth). I just want to feel like I felt once when I was OK, happy and with a strong feeling of belonging. I'm talking about a place where I don't feel weird and like a total stranger...

I really don't if you know what I mean. Hope I didn't get you all confused... nevermind, dear! Just felt like sharing this with you...



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_{I'm a very difficult person but I take comfort in the fact that God made me that way.}
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<sub>I think I can understand what you are saying, because sometimes I feel it too. But I am sure that you're going to feel again that you belong there, if your heart is there too. Sometimes we just need to find peace to feel that kind of feelings (belonging, I mean). I hope I was not too confusing...!

Yes, I live far away now from my home. I used to live in a small city, a country one, and now I live in a big city, Lisbon. Do you know where is it? It's the capital of Portugal I enjoy living here, but sometimes I really miss my home; the trees, the beautiful sky, that warm Spring feeling, without stress... And my friends, my parents...

I hope you find the peace you deserve! And thankyou for sharing your thoughts with me...</sub>

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I've just read my comment above, and I can't believe how confusing I can get! Lol. Sorry about it. There are a few words I didn't write, words that I unpurposely omitted (I guess my mind is always going further than my fingers when I'm typing). Anyway, just in case, here are the corrections:

...and I'm not talking about material things...

...I really don't know if you know what I mean...


Ok. Now coming back to your comment... yeah, you said it right. That's the thing: my heart is nowhere right now. And no, you're not being confusing at all, Teresa; I think I understand what you mean. I just need to evaluate my feelings, my thoughts, my values, my priorities... everything!... and put 'em all into order. I need to let go a lot of things in my life...

Aww. I love country life. I love small towns, as well, though I've never lived in any one ever. Just Hope to live in one of them someday... I live in a big city, too (in the capital of Honduras, Tegucigalpa), and the rhythm of life is crazy and stressful, and I'm not so for that. I like peace, quiet and slowness. And yes!, I know where Portugal and Lisbon are -beautiful country and city without a shadow of a doubt...

Hope to find that peace you're talking about. And, actually, thanks a lot to you... for taking the time to read my messy and confusing comments and replying to them... it means a lot to me! It's nice talking to you. And I feel understood...



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_{I'm a very difficult person but I take comfort in the fact that God made me that way.}
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<sub>You don't need to apologize, I understood everything you said Sometimes I feel like you; I can't type what I want to say correctly...

I am sure that you'll be able to live in a small town one day, if you wish that! And you're invited to visit me one day I'm sure that you'll love my town. Oh, you live in Honduras? That's amazing! I've never been in America... The climate is so different... I bet you have a tropical weather there

Oh, I don't do anything... I just love to read your comments, to say the truth It's very good to share opinions with you and listen to your problems...! Don't be afraid to say what you're feeling whenever you want to, okay? I am sure that you'll be better very soon!</sub>



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